Could Really Use A Wish Right Now!

“Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now”
Sometimes when I listen to this song("Airplanes'-B.O.B featuring Hayley Williams) it really makes me think..what if you could just wish on star and it would come true..to count the amount of times I have wished prayed ect...and feel like no one is listening. It makes it harder to have faith..when it is taken away so quickly. Do you remember when you were a small child and your parents told you...if you ever see a shooting star and you wish on that star the wish will come true. When I was small I believed in the tooth fairy and santa..and fairies, you know all of the fun stuff. Until you get older and some other kids ruin it for you...due to the magic is not in their lives anymore. Sometimes I wish that things were always that magical..you know images of fairies carrying a child laughter to create new fairy life..lighting up the garden at night...finding sparkles on your pillow because the tooth fairy came to see you. I want to keep the magic alive for my children when we have them...my mom did it for us...and we were so happy..it makes life so much more exciting and light hearted.. 

    Doug and I ...have prayed together...we have even gone to church with my parents...we have talked to God together..which I believe is a large step in life.  Not something I expected him to do with me or even on his own...life is full of surprises.. doug is more spiritual than religious...we have not really found the knack for what religion we want to follow. Faith is always a strong thing..despite what you believe in.. despite how frustrated I may be with things and not understanding why god needs/wants us to wait this long to start to have a family together..we have to accept there may be lessons we need to learn..skills we may need to build..we still hope pray and have faith that we will be blessed...even if it takes a lot of stars and prayers to get there.